coming attractions

It's about time to find out where our next move will take up.  Truthfully, I just want to stay in Spain.  But, I am pretty sure that isn't happening.  Then we have found out all the people that were going to help us out for our next assignment, have been sent back to the US.  Joel's current boss got promoted and doesn't seem to be concerned about Joel or his job.

So I am completely torn.  There really isn't anywhere I am dying to go.  I am pretty sure our little 9 months here has messed with me.  I haven't even figured things out here and I have to go do it again?  It's exhausting.  Makes me just want to back to Detroit.  But then I look at all the Facebook pictures of all the snow... I just want to stay in warm Spain.  The last few days here have been cool and rainy/overcast, and I have felt like crap.  Might have a little to do with a sick little girl sucking all my energy from me.  But I can imagine how horrible I will feel in the VERY cold and snowy weather.

I am trying really hard not to stress over it.  February is always a crap month for me anyways.  But I am looking forward to my Sister in law and Mother in law visiting next month and going to Fallas!  Then in April my parents arrive and we are going to do some traveling during Spring Break.  I'm sure the next few months will fly and then we will be in our new home by end of August.  Yikes.  I really don't want to move!  It's too much and we haven't even finished all our immigration stuff here!

So there is my rant for the day.